• New favourite band: The Smiths.
• I’ll be in Rome in 20 days. I can and I will get through these last days of the semester.
• A woman is getting raped right at this moment and I can’t help her.
• I speak some French and a bit of German and a little Spanish and I can read Latin and keep a conversation going in Chinese and studied ancient Greek for two years but I’m only fluent in English and Dutch.
• Sunscreen is my best friend.
• Eating oatmeal for breakfast increases the chance of happiness and energy throughout the day.
• Spring means rediscovering the Beatles.
• You know you live in the Netherlands when the first heading of the online news is “Municipalities want to grow their own weed.”
• 4 more weeks until I’m going to live in Rome for a month.
• Expect problems and eat them for breakfast.
Bullshit Alarm People
- People that suddenly have a degree in nutrition when you mention you’re a vegetarian
- People that blame everything on either immigrants or the EU
- People that talk a lot (about themselves) but don’t remember anything you tell them
- People that see religion as something silly and pointless
- People that go into oh-no-not-another-woman’s-rant mode when you tell them off for sexism/stigmatizing of fat/racism/gay “jokes”/being a general asshole
- I am secretly thinking of running the half-marathon in Amsterdam coming October.
- Just watched 500 Days of Summer and it’s such a cute movie.
- It’s strange to think that other people actually talk about you all the time. I find it hard to grasp that I exist to other people when I’m not there.
- Two things I want out of life: Backpack in South-America, and work for the UN.
- When there’s nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.
- Accepted to a month-long summer school in Rome. I have not been so excited about something in a long while.
- I run about 40km every week.
- Yesterday I cried because I saw a picture of the boy I’m in love with on Facebook and I just couldn’t deal with how perfect he is to me and how I mean nothing to him.
- I recently discovered that Ryan Gosling is an amazing actor and have now seen every film with him in it.
- Round and around and around and around we go.
- You grow up all at once sometimes.
- Remember when people choked on cinnamon to entertain the internet?
- Things I’ve learned: Sometimes happiness requires intense effort.
- Going to see Sigur Rós live in a week. So freaking excited.
- It only takes one person to change your life: you.
- There are few things that make me feel unconditionally better. Singing is one of them.
- I love Postcrossing, if you haven’t heard of it you should check it out.
- If I could do the things I want to you, you’d be changing all your plans.
- I started running almost daily about 2 months ago and I’m beginning to believe it cured my depression.
- Freedom’s just another word for nothing left to loose.
Questions that keep me up at night
- Why am I so bad at socialising in a group
- Would prostituting myself be a bad thing
- Should I not have told him straight out that I love him
- Why do I dislike my mother so much
- What should I do during my three month summer break
- Why does the bird that lives on my rooftop never sleep
- Dyed my hair red. People stared at me at the supermarket today. Bright is my thing.
- It’s amazing what you can do when you set your mind to it.
- The concept of virginity was created by men who thought their penises were important enough to change what a women is.
- I played piano for money this break. 12 years of devout studying should be worth more than €75.
- Note to self: look at the sky more often.
Things that make me happy #2
- Making music with my brother
- Reaching a running goal
- Concerts
- Eye contact with strangers
- Matching tableware
- Relaxing showers
- Cooking with friends
- Lights from a plane window
- Mountains
- Looking at old pictures
- Summer plans
- Unexpected presents
- Rings
- Church bells
- Feeling grateful